Book Blitz - Excerpt & Giveaway - Fear and Desire by Sophie Kisker
Dan has sacrificed everything, including his soul, for this covert op. All that’s left is Laura.
He prays every night that when this nightmare is over she’ll be waiting for him, and she’ll help him get through the guilt that will plague him for the rest of his life.
Then Laura is ripped from her safe world and thrust into his. Now she’s a part of the darkness and despair. He must say things to her, and do things to her, that she might never forgive him for.
And when the carefully scheduled mission goes terribly wrong and she’s stolen away from him, he must track her down on the other side of the world before she disappears forever into the shadows.
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EXCERPT:
“What the fuck happened?” Josh demanded.
Dan put his head in his hands. “I don’t know, man. I put her on that machine, and watching her struggle on it was the most arousing thing I’ve ever seen. I lost my mind. I kept her on it way too long, I pushed her too hard, I made her gag over and over and damn if that itself didn’t almost make me come in my pants. I told her I had the right to decide if she breathed—or not.”
Josh fiddled with the computer and pulled up the recording of Laura and the machine. He watched without comment.
Dan turned his back, not able to re-live it. “I’ve screwed up the best thing that ever happened to me. I’m no different from the people we’re trying to lock up.”
Josh whipped his chair back around to face the computer. “Look!” He jabbed a finger towards the screen.
Dan cringed. Laura was impaled upon the dildo, her eyes locked on Dan’s, struggling to remain still as he commanded. She lost the fight for a moment, a wild panicked look coming into her eyes, but as Dan barked out a command to stay still, she regained control.
“That’s what I’m talking about right there,” Dan growled with disgust. “My damn dick is twitching even now.”
“Look at her cunt.”
Dan tore his eyes away from her face to look down between her legs. They were splayed so far apart that he could view every inch of glistening pink skin.
And his dick wasn’t the only thing that was twitching. Her cunt was spasming, and the juice was dripping down to a puddle on the edge of her seat.
“She’s so turned on, she’s almost having an orgasm, dude.”
Dan turned to Josh, confused. “Then why was she shooting me looks of hatred? She was yelling at me through the gag. She was begging me to let her go!”
“You think she has any idea why she’s feeling this way, too? She’s probably just as confused by her reactions as you are. And, to be honest, how many subs have you had who’ve begged and pleaded while being punished, only to admit later that they were glad you hadn’t stopped? Yes, I know they had safewords, and Laura doesn’t. But were you watching while I punished her a few minutes ago?”
“Yeah. She went from defiant to contrite to thanking you in record time.”
“I don’t know what all this means. I don’t know what’s gonna happen to the two of you after you leave here. You have to face the possibility that she might not want to be with you ever again. But you have little choice. To get her, you, us, out of here alive, this”—he waved at the video on the computer—“is what you have to do.”
Dan leaned back in his chair, his gaze somewhere near the ceiling.
“DeLeo gave you three days to get her to deep throat, so that’s what you’re going to do, no matter what it takes.” Josh picked up the bottle of scotch and poured it down the sink.
He turned back to Dan.
“For fuck’s sake, keeping her alive is the best gift you could ever give her.”
Dan studied his partner for a long moment, then gave a reluctant nod. For now, he had to seal up the huge rip in his heart, and continue being a bastard.
Author Bio:
Hi there! For years, I wrote and hid stories in the computer, convinced that no one would be interested in the twisted musings of my mind. When the internet showed me that there were others who were just as twisted, I decided to come out of the closet.
My men are strong, even when love makes them tender. My women are fierce and independent and will not surrender until they are respected. My stories are about negotiating the dance between the two, until he claims her heart in the end.
Right now, I split my time between being mother, wife, overworked employee, and servent to the cat's every need. Most evenings will find me hiding in my office cave to write, where I only care about my internet signal and the strength of my coffee.
Find out more about my books, including more complete and descriptive book summaries, at www.sophiekisker.com.
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